Here we go!

Okay, so my blog title is probably just a little misleading.  I probably won't be posting a lot about sex, but there may be some talk of lies and/or broken promises.  I actually came up with the blog title a little over 2 years ago, when I was going through a difficult time with my boyfriend.  I was mad, and hurt, and came up with that title in anticipation of having to spill a lot of tears and hard feelings in a blog.  Anyways, things have worked out beautifully, and we are very, very happy. 

I had been blogging on my Myspace account, but none of my friends go there anymore, and honestly, the only person that reads my blogs now is my stalker.  I actually write a lot of things that are directed to the stalker, but there are entries that aren't in any way related to that situation. 

For anyone that might be concerned, I don't feel that I'm in any danger from this stalker.  This person never contacts me directly, they only post status updates on a bogus profile they create on another social website, and these status updates are sometimes quite ugly and are usually directed at me and/or my boyfriend.  I know that this stalker is one (or more) of a handful of people, and I know that they are located in Missouri (thanks to tracking program Mixmap.com). 

I suppose I could delete my Myspace profile and the profile on the other social website, but I put a lot of work into creating both of those profiles, and have a ton of pictures stored on them both.  In fact, I think I may just have close to 1,000 pictures stored on the Myspace profile alone.  If you want to leave a comment with your 2 cents on whether I should delete those profiles, please feel free to do so.

But back to this blogging business.  Besides talking to my stalker, I use the blog to vent.  I vent about a lot of things.  I get angry about things, upset about things, etc.  I speak my mind, and at times that involves profanity.  I talk about my family, and my friends.  I talk about my failed marriage and my feelings towards my exhusband, and that whole situation. 

Things get ugly sometimes.  Really ugly.  But most of the time it's just middle of the road kind of ramblings.  I sometimes write poetry and post it.  Recipes.  Instructions for things.  Jokes.  Whatever I'm in the mood to write.  I don't write every day.  Sometimes I will go a week or more without writing.  I tend to write more when I've got a lot going on emotionally.  Or not.  There really is no rhyme or reason to it.  So, check in once in a while to see what's new.